Flying is realy sucking latly, I have been in limbo for nearly a month. I should alredy have my license in hand but my sorry behind is going up with the instructors and acting as if I have never even seen a plane before. I think it is a bad case of the nerves/ stress/ self doubt. what ever it is It sucks!
this weekend Hope house has said they would have me for the summer for either a sat or sun one day a week , so that will at least allieviate my rent on my Eastman Apt. the nice thing about the small town life is that rent is cheap,(wish it were free)
I am also itching for some excitment.
recently was talking to some friends and we mentioned how fun a true brelesque (plz forgive spelling) is and how hard thy are to find. I need sometingh to take my mind off my woes. My life can drive me up the walls at times and ithink im going out of my gord.....
it's' like stress and boredome and lack of sexual excitement, and isolation , and studying, and just LIFE. they get to me and I have to be carefull that I don't turn to self destructive behaviors. I think I should get drunk and paint someting voilent and red..... perhaps that will help
actualy I dont' want any reading this to worry, I'll get a grip . it helps just to go in here and vent.
this weekend Hope house has said they would have me for the summer for either a sat or sun one day a week , so that will at least allieviate my rent on my Eastman Apt. the nice thing about the small town life is that rent is cheap,(wish it were free)
I am also itching for some excitment.
recently was talking to some friends and we mentioned how fun a true brelesque (plz forgive spelling) is and how hard thy are to find. I need sometingh to take my mind off my woes. My life can drive me up the walls at times and ithink im going out of my gord.....
it's' like stress and boredome and lack of sexual excitement, and isolation , and studying, and just LIFE. they get to me and I have to be carefull that I don't turn to self destructive behaviors. I think I should get drunk and paint someting voilent and red..... perhaps that will help
actualy I dont' want any reading this to worry, I'll get a grip . it helps just to go in here and vent.
drpepper23:
Having your pilot's license will be great. I'm sure you will enjoy spending time in the air with the spectacular view. When you are with the instructor, just don't think about having to do everything right. Just relax and do what you know to do instead of stressing over it. Hopefully that will help. 