dude I have filled up on raman noodlees and cheap wine. so so sad. I have been in trouble at work and am lonly and having a pitty party. I was attempting to foster an ed again tonight but as per norm the day's worth of restrestiction only lead to binging, and now I will take my waysted ass to bed with a nother glass of yellow tail
( how fitting) a book a nd attempt not to dwell on the fact that I havn't acomplished antyhing, I will probably not be laied for yet another week and I am a raging drunk, well not the last bit realy like I said I know I should stop feeling sorry but damn man I wish I was hot. I wish I was rich, I want to be a stripper and have fiver stuffed in my pantys, ok so I'm not wearing any. But man I hate my job I don't care much for my body and I don't know if I could blaim any one else for ageeing........man I realy need to shut up, I wonder if people will read this???? wtf? I gotta go
sorry for being bummer drunk girl tonight, work is realy starting to suck these days.
( how fitting) a book a nd attempt not to dwell on the fact that I havn't acomplished antyhing, I will probably not be laied for yet another week and I am a raging drunk, well not the last bit realy like I said I know I should stop feeling sorry but damn man I wish I was hot. I wish I was rich, I want to be a stripper and have fiver stuffed in my pantys, ok so I'm not wearing any. But man I hate my job I don't care much for my body and I don't know if I could blaim any one else for ageeing........man I realy need to shut up, I wonder if people will read this???? wtf? I gotta go
sorry for being bummer drunk girl tonight, work is realy starting to suck these days.

