hi all today was rough, I won't get into it (releaf sighs from all) but after a good long cry a breef cutting, ripping up the floor in the kitchen and some sex I feel great. I was redy to call it a quits at my house, I mean realy seriously pack some bags and leave it alll behind, but I think Ill give it another shot.
perhaps i just need to chill out and finish these home fix it prijects, I have taken some time off from my second job and idleness is the devils.... oh wait never mind
I don't know but i know it feels good to have options and time in wich to accomplish tihings again