I just wonder how much a person can take.
it's weird how you wish for something awfull, realy bad terrable awful and if even for one second. life was going well and now the terrable thing has happened so I kind of got the guilt, i know it's silly to think bad thoughts can bring about any action but wow this is coincidental, the thought popped into my head that if my husband screws up one more time....
of course now one day later a letter commes and he's due in court next week for probation violation. normaly i get mad and it comes as a shock cause i had no idea, i thought he was doing what he was supposed to.
I feel so stupid though man I mean how much is one woman supposed to do? Does stand by your man only go so far? I'm 24 years old and I'm alredy so tired of my life.
is it posible that i need to make some major changes? I know i'd be a fool not to consider all my options, but it's so hard for me to...... oh hell I'll brobably just let it all blow over
it's weird how you wish for something awfull, realy bad terrable awful and if even for one second. life was going well and now the terrable thing has happened so I kind of got the guilt, i know it's silly to think bad thoughts can bring about any action but wow this is coincidental, the thought popped into my head that if my husband screws up one more time....
of course now one day later a letter commes and he's due in court next week for probation violation. normaly i get mad and it comes as a shock cause i had no idea, i thought he was doing what he was supposed to.
I feel so stupid though man I mean how much is one woman supposed to do? Does stand by your man only go so far? I'm 24 years old and I'm alredy so tired of my life.
is it posible that i need to make some major changes? I know i'd be a fool not to consider all my options, but it's so hard for me to...... oh hell I'll brobably just let it all blow over
Don't know what to say about your husband. Other than kick him in the shin and tell him to get his act together.