I'm moving further on with my life.
I had a pair of boots, some dvd's and stuff that I needed to give to my ex, including a bunch of pictures of him that he'd put in a drawer in the office. I thought he'd like to have them. Anyway, since he's still not talking to me, I gave one of my colleagues a bag with all the stuff so he could give it to his girlfriend who works with my ex. That was like a week ago, it was nice to get rid of so I don't have to think about it anymore.
This past weekend, a bar/restaurant in town reopened. I went there to eat on Saturday with my new man and another couple, it was really great, we had a good time, played some pool afterwards and had some drinks. My ex came in but left again soon.
Some time after midnight ppl started showing up and the mood was really good. My ex came back, at some point he started playing pool with some people from my work, including my man, it seemed so awkward having him stand like a meter away from me and still didn't give me one look. At first I didn't really wanna kiss my man 'cause I thought it might be a bit rude or something, but I can't live my life like that! My ex knew we were there, if he didn't wanna se us kiss, he should've stayed away.
Anyway, I was surprised later when I was walking through the room that my ex actually spoke to me and asked how I was. He seems to be doing well, which makes me happy. I only want the best for him.
My parents are coming on Monday, they'll be here for 2 weeks and I'm really looking forward to it even though it'll give me a little less time with my man. I'm a little nervous about introducing my new love to my parents, but it won't be a problem. I love him (yes, I actually do... I know it's soon, but it's true and straight from my heart), so why shouldn't they??
He's so great, I have to brag! Everything feels so right with him, I can't get enough of him. He turns me on just by looking at me. He's an awesome kisser, we have so much fun together (both in and out of bed!
). I really just love being with him.
It's happened a few times, though, that I suddenly get convinced and fear that he'll leave me and break my heart. It's really quite ridiculous to start having those thoughts instead of just enjoying being with him. -I still enjoy, but it's like a big black cloud hanging over me. But he's good at bringing me back to reality and telling me what a huge fool I am! lol
Well, that's all for now from this hopeful who's completely and utterly in love, running around with a huge fucking smile on her face! How great is that?? 
I had a pair of boots, some dvd's and stuff that I needed to give to my ex, including a bunch of pictures of him that he'd put in a drawer in the office. I thought he'd like to have them. Anyway, since he's still not talking to me, I gave one of my colleagues a bag with all the stuff so he could give it to his girlfriend who works with my ex. That was like a week ago, it was nice to get rid of so I don't have to think about it anymore.
This past weekend, a bar/restaurant in town reopened. I went there to eat on Saturday with my new man and another couple, it was really great, we had a good time, played some pool afterwards and had some drinks. My ex came in but left again soon.
Some time after midnight ppl started showing up and the mood was really good. My ex came back, at some point he started playing pool with some people from my work, including my man, it seemed so awkward having him stand like a meter away from me and still didn't give me one look. At first I didn't really wanna kiss my man 'cause I thought it might be a bit rude or something, but I can't live my life like that! My ex knew we were there, if he didn't wanna se us kiss, he should've stayed away.
Anyway, I was surprised later when I was walking through the room that my ex actually spoke to me and asked how I was. He seems to be doing well, which makes me happy. I only want the best for him.
My parents are coming on Monday, they'll be here for 2 weeks and I'm really looking forward to it even though it'll give me a little less time with my man. I'm a little nervous about introducing my new love to my parents, but it won't be a problem. I love him (yes, I actually do... I know it's soon, but it's true and straight from my heart), so why shouldn't they??
He's so great, I have to brag! Everything feels so right with him, I can't get enough of him. He turns me on just by looking at me. He's an awesome kisser, we have so much fun together (both in and out of bed!
). I really just love being with him.
It's happened a few times, though, that I suddenly get convinced and fear that he'll leave me and break my heart. It's really quite ridiculous to start having those thoughts instead of just enjoying being with him. -I still enjoy, but it's like a big black cloud hanging over me. But he's good at bringing me back to reality and telling me what a huge fool I am! lol
Well, that's all for now from this hopeful who's completely and utterly in love, running around with a huge fucking smile on her face! How great is that??
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I didn't know you are into the publc thing, rock on!!!
your kinkiness is back