snakegirl

I'm back in the old habits again and content on being here. I'm a bit sad about missing horses. Found a beatiful 2-yr old that I'm totally in love with and I thought about buying him. That would be pretty stupid, though. Paying for stable etc. for the next 3 yrs until I return to Denmark. But a girl's got the right to dream, right?

I'm having some private issues that I don't wanna blabber out on the Internet, that's what the whole "soul-searching"-thing is about. It's not going all that well so far, though. Sometimes life just isn't easy. But I shouldn't complain. I do have a great life.

It's all settled that I'm going to Denmark again in March. Ren probably won't go, he thinks I need to do it alone, since I miss it more than he does and we should save the money. I've set an appointment with our tattoo artist. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Last time I went I had a horrible session and I guess I'm scared that will happen again. Besides, I'v fainted there twice, and I REALLY don't want that to happen again, it is sooooooo embarrassing. But this has been a work in progress for almost 4 yrs now and that's a disgrace.
Now I'm just wandering whether he's expecting me to pay for my session. When we started we gave an amount up front and agreed that then it would be completely payed for. But since it's been so long I'm worried he would want me to pay. They didn't say anything though. I've heard that he takes about 770$ for one session. I don't have that kinda money....

I worry too much....

Anywhoo, have a great Christmas everybody!

Edited to show the gorgeous stallion: