.fuck you.
Want to know how I am feeling? Go fuck yourself.
I have decided NOT to go out tonight. Probably my best idea yet. If I do choose to go out, I better have one fucking big entourage to help me out after I tell everyone at the club to eat shit and choke on it.
I have also decided that I need to lock myself in my room. I was talking to tireironsaint earlier and I mentioned bashing my face into a sliding glass door. Now is it just me, or is that not a normal thought? Unfortunatly for me, it rolled off my fingertips like morning dew off a petal. I am seriously going psychotic over this smoking thing. Maybe I should wait until I actually TALK to my therapist before quitting cold turkey. For my sake and those around me.
Want to know how I am feeling? Go fuck yourself.
I have decided NOT to go out tonight. Probably my best idea yet. If I do choose to go out, I better have one fucking big entourage to help me out after I tell everyone at the club to eat shit and choke on it.
I have also decided that I need to lock myself in my room. I was talking to tireironsaint earlier and I mentioned bashing my face into a sliding glass door. Now is it just me, or is that not a normal thought? Unfortunatly for me, it rolled off my fingertips like morning dew off a petal. I am seriously going psychotic over this smoking thing. Maybe I should wait until I actually TALK to my therapist before quitting cold turkey. For my sake and those around me.
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[Edited on Sep 06, 2004 9:37PM]