.fuck you.
Want to know how I am feeling? Go fuck yourself.
I have decided NOT to go out tonight. Probably my best idea yet. If I do choose to go out, I better have one fucking big entourage to help me out after I tell everyone at the club to eat shit and choke on it.
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Want to know how I am feeling? Go fuck yourself.
I have decided NOT to go out tonight. Probably my best idea yet. If I do choose to go out, I better have one fucking big entourage to help me out after I tell everyone at the club to eat shit and choke on it.
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Oh my god. I need a fucking cigarette.
"Me, I'm dishonest. And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're gonna do something incredibly stupid." -
"Me, I'm dishonest. And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're gonna do something incredibly stupid." -
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aaronsrod:
mmmm I'm all confused, now I don't know if I wanna be dishonest or stupid haha.
Nuckinya
Nuckinya
lindy:
best bootay shot... ever 
I WANT A CIGARETTE!!!! NOW!!!
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ouioui:
No it actually works as an anti depressant too. I feel like it helps in that area too.
therealtexasguy:
careful of wellbutrin, it's similar to speed. i used to crush it up and snort it...jesus christ! it was literally like i'd been plugged into a wall socket. i would get such a rush of energy i'd fucking shake like a whore on speed in church. the rush didn't last horribly long, thank god, and it felt like snorting shards of glass, but for some reason i kept doing it...stupid kid, i suppose.
on the other hand, when taken correctly, it is wonderful at beating addictions. just don't double dose it....wait...is that a suggestion?
on the other hand, when taken correctly, it is wonderful at beating addictions. just don't double dose it....wait...is that a suggestion?
*(ATTENTION)* I did not add all the little codes in this entry. In fact I did nothing different. I post here at least every other day. Not sure what happened but it is pretty fucking annoying.
Day 2
I suppose I should have posted Day 1. But, I was too agitated to even think about it.
This Day 2 of my smoking cessation crusade. I...
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Day 2
I suppose I should have posted Day 1. But, I was too agitated to even think about it.
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johnnythsaint:
Weird, I went from my "Friend's Stuff" page and all the <br /> things were gone, but when I clicked on it and came here, they were back again.
Anyway, you're doing great, I support you a bajillion percent and I know you'll make it through.
Anyway, you're doing great, I support you a bajillion percent and I know you'll make it through.
therealtexasguy:
just hit the enter key, sweetie.
i know how hard it is to quit cigarettes. i smoked my first cigarette when i was six and a half. started smoking full time when i was like eleven. just recently quit. sucked ass, big time. the best thing i can tell you to do is keep busy, keep busy, keep busy. don't let yourself sit still for more than half a second, or you're going to be thinking about those hundreds of packs of cigarettes at the gas station.
as you already know, the nights are the worst. i seem to remember reading you were married or engaged or something, so i'd assume you figured it out already. but, if not, jump your man like a wild animal. sex is the best way to beat any addiction (aside from opiates/heroin, but i'll give advice on that when asked).
don't do like me, and quit eight times in one year...cause everytime it gets worst...although i'm sure this isn't your first time quitting, but thought i'd offer some advice, friend to friend.
also, i posted a bunch more on your group. when your less easily agitated, let me know and i have some ideas for the group you might like.
i know how hard it is to quit cigarettes. i smoked my first cigarette when i was six and a half. started smoking full time when i was like eleven. just recently quit. sucked ass, big time. the best thing i can tell you to do is keep busy, keep busy, keep busy. don't let yourself sit still for more than half a second, or you're going to be thinking about those hundreds of packs of cigarettes at the gas station.
as you already know, the nights are the worst. i seem to remember reading you were married or engaged or something, so i'd assume you figured it out already. but, if not, jump your man like a wild animal. sex is the best way to beat any addiction (aside from opiates/heroin, but i'll give advice on that when asked).
don't do like me, and quit eight times in one year...cause everytime it gets worst...although i'm sure this isn't your first time quitting, but thought i'd offer some advice, friend to friend.
also, i posted a bunch more on your group. when your less easily agitated, let me know and i have some ideas for the group you might like.
Kids grow up really fast. Zackary will be 5 in October and he is already in Kindergarten. 
My little man is growing up so fast. I cried when I dropped him off today. I had a headache all day, and I didn't even realize that it could have been due to stress of my child going off to school. Here are some pictures since he...
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My little man is growing up so fast. I cried when I dropped him off today. I had a headache all day, and I didn't even realize that it could have been due to stress of my child going off to school. Here are some pictures since he... Read More
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lightbulbjack:
I'm guessing you caught part of the 'show' I was doing for NinedayJane
jj_r0x0rz:
your kids soo cute!
So I went to Disneyland. YAY!!! I took the Durango for a spin, and drove it some odd 300+ miles to Disneyland. I took alot of pictures. You will not see any of me, because I look super fat and I decided once again I need to diet. (Hush all of you, if you know me you know I don't want to hear that stupid...
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johnnythsaint:
Oh, and I still haven't gotten those pictures from my artist, but here's a crappy one I took.
I also cganged something, can you tell what it is?
I also cganged something, can you tell what it is?
johnnythsaint:
More filth.
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johnnythsaint:
Ooooooh, somebody's touchy. Or do I mean that I wanna touch somebody? Yeah, I think that's it.
aaronsrod:
hi mate I just dropped by to see how you and your new car are doin, you little boy is just so cute damit i want to give him a cuddle haha.
Nuckinya
Nuckinya
Wow. I fished yesterday. From 11am until 5:30pm. I caught a barely legal striper. What the hell. I had some Mexican fuckers telling me to keep it. (They stash the little ones in their coolers under their bait.) I am not going to pay a $400 fine for a fish that is just almost 18 and barely over. Depending on the right warden that could...
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johnnythsaint:
damn, my camera sucks....
johnnythsaint:
Yay! I go get color tomorrow....
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I fish. I fish every fucking day. If I can't fish I dream about it. In fact, even when I do get to fish I dream about it anyway. I took my hand at sturgeon the other day. I suck. They are too big, and I don't know how to actually "catch" or "hook" them. So... whatever. I will stick to my striped bass.
If...
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jjay:
fish are yummy
drexel:
no shit. who knew....
personally i just like to EAT fish. the times i've fished, which i SUCK at i might add, were only to eat it. but the sushi bar is so much easier for me.
personally i just like to EAT fish. the times i've fished, which i SUCK at i might add, were only to eat it. but the sushi bar is so much easier for me.
Yesterday was less painful than I thought. 
I got through it, and I didn't die.
I am going to go fishing now.
Go say Happy Birthday to tireironsaint. He's an old man today. But he's MY old man... so back off!!
I got through it, and I didn't die.
I am going to go fishing now.
Go say Happy Birthday to tireironsaint. He's an old man today.
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err:
err fishing
thesixx:
You fish?
* Today is the day my life starts over *
Going to the airport today. Unfortunatly I am going to pick up the wrong person...
At least I get to have a night of sleep. FULL Sleep. Not broken sleep... Yay!
Tomorrow's not on your calendar...
Going to the airport today. Unfortunatly I am going to pick up the wrong person...
At least I get to have a night of sleep. FULL Sleep. Not broken sleep... Yay!
Tomorrow's not on your calendar...
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johnnythsaint:
"Good Good Things"
i know a place, up in the air it's not very far, i've been there before i know a place, cool and warm cooling my blood, warming my heart so come on down and walk with me, and tell me i'm your man i only want to know a couple of things about you where were you when i was in so much trouble with myself and do you still believe in me like i believe i've been thinking good good things about you cool and warm, good good things about you if you've been thinking good good things about me so cool and warm when you put your arms around me on my own, i know where to go living the lie, in your eyes i kmow a place, cool and warm cooling my blood, warming my soul so come on down and walk with me, and tell me i'm your man let's see if i can get it right with you this time around i'm not afraid of losing you, my little girl but do you still believe in me like i believe
i know a place, up in the air it's not very far, i've been there before i know a place, cool and warm cooling my blood, warming my heart so come on down and walk with me, and tell me i'm your man i only want to know a couple of things about you where were you when i was in so much trouble with myself and do you still believe in me like i believe i've been thinking good good things about you cool and warm, good good things about you if you've been thinking good good things about me so cool and warm when you put your arms around me on my own, i know where to go living the lie, in your eyes i kmow a place, cool and warm cooling my blood, warming my soul so come on down and walk with me, and tell me i'm your man let's see if i can get it right with you this time around i'm not afraid of losing you, my little girl but do you still believe in me like i believe
johnnythsaint:
Thank you, sweets. I liked your message on my voice mail, by the way. 
I'm going to a movie at about 4 so if you can't call me back before then, it'll have to be a couple hours later, ok? I hope everything is still going good.
I'm going to a movie at about 4 so if you can't call me back before then, it'll have to be a couple hours later, ok? I hope everything is still going good.
I am expecting a package. Apparently I am supposed to open it a certain way... Most everyone knows how I do things. The exact opposite of what I am told to do. So this person should have written the directions the opposite way of the correct opening.
Other than being anxious about the package, everything seems to be okay. Have a great week people.
Other than being anxious about the package, everything seems to be okay.
Have a great week people.
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twitchmc02:
Someone colors outside the lines.
jimmyjoe:
i'm hooked now....So, did you get the package, and did you open it the way that wasn't mentionned ? And ? What happened ? Come on ! Tell me !
jihemm
jihemm
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