So it's official now, I'm depressed. It only took about, what, 15 years to finally do something about it. I've been diagnosed with dysthymic disorder and social anxiety disorder. Two disorders in one day, not bad eh? Let's hope the meds work. Wish me luck.
torihoney:
tough bizz on the diagnosis...all i can say is that i had to go on an antidepressant for a while and i always was that asshole that said that thise types of drugs were a total cruch...but they really did help when i couldn't find my own way up out of the muck. hopefully you'll feel more like yourself, long term.