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When will they invent one of those devices that can remove people from your thoughts permanently? I could really use one of those right about now.
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torihoney:
beat to shit AND retained your ipod?
you, my friend, are hardcore. eeek
deathtoforls:
hmmm...thats the 3rd journal I've read with a similar if not completely identical quandry...I wish for that myself. tongue
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I'm getting way too fat. I've gained like an inch on my waist in the past three or four months. I know how to lose weight. I've done it before but I just can't seem to find the motivation to start eating better and excersizing regularly. It seems like being single again would motivate me o want to improve my appearance and to be able...
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torihoney:
i hate car insurance companies. as far as the wait gain, i read that everytime you think you want to eat, drink a glass of water because maybe you're just thirsty...
what a load of crap!
twizzler:
Man I like your pedals . Have you ever tried to make some your self I have couple rack mount afects I made my self it was a pain in the ass but I came out good with it . They just dont make the efects I want and sounds anymore and dam them old pedals are getting to be a bitch to find any ways if you could hook me up with a couple site or recomend a place where I could possiable get some odd and end parts that would be kewl . smile
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I couldn't sleep very well last night. I didn't even feel like going to bed until about 2 am or so and just couldn't fall asleep so I read a couple of chapters of About A Boy which I'm getting close to finishing finally, did a bit with my little electronics projects I've been working on (building guitar FX pedals), and watched the Brady Bunch...
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sinope:
Hey lovely,

Thanks for commenting on my new set! Glad you liked it kiss

*hugs*
torihoney:
about a boy is a good book. i liked it. wireless internet is the shit...just something so wonderful about doing what you have to do outside, sipping an adult bevvie on the patio. smile
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I was watching the movie Clockwatchers the other night. It's a good movie about some office temps starring Toni Collette and Parker Posey. Anyway, Parker Posey's character asks Toni Collette at one point if she's ever felt like she's floating, like she's not connected to anyone or anything. That's kinda I've been feeling lately. I feel like my friends have disappeared, my social life has...
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Well, this weekend was pretty good and though left me felling a bit guilty and confused. Saturday night in a moment of weakness I invited over Miss G and she took me up. It had been over two weeks since we'd seen each other and eventhough I felt kinda wrong for asking her to come over it was good to see her and the rest...
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Well, a week went by with no contact from Miss G as I'll call her. But, she called me last night finally. She didn't try to get back together with me or anything, just said she missed me and wanted to talk and see what's been going on and such. I thought she might ask and was kinda relieved that she didn't because I don't...
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deathtoforls:
im up for museums, botanical gardens, anything even remotely interesting! thanks for the offer! hope all is well
fraktalpaul:
hey there's a kick-ass new royksopp song called dead to the world. check it out
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I broke up with my "girlfriend" last night. We've been going out for about two and a half months now and all this time she's told me that she wasn't ready to be exclusive yet and be "boyfriend/girlfriend". Now, I interpret this to mean that she's just not ready for us to officially be in a committed relationship with each other, but at some point...
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torihoney:
matters of the heart, frankly- suck sometimes. rest assured that if she didn't want to be exlusive, she wasn't good enough for you. someone should never feel like they are settling to get what they want.

don't try to be friends for a while, that just gets messy. hope you feel better, soon.
kiss
deathtoforls:
I had a similar situation with my ex husband...after 5 years of marriage we had grown so far apart that it was apparent to keep going would be in no one's best interest. So, 6 months later and we're both seeing different people but remain great friends, though we did take some time away from each other. Guess my point is, no sense in being with someone that isn't happy to give of themself freely, because it will cause you to be unhappy in return. If you care about her, be happy for her, and know that the right person, who does want mutual exclusivity will come along for you. Seems most people spend their entire life searching for one person to provide the happiness only they themselves can truly give. In other words, find a woman to compliment your life, not complete it. I'm sorry though, breaking up sucks, always has, almost always will. Hope you get to feeling better soon kiss
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I was told once again, and by once again I mean for like the fourth or fifth time in my life, that I look like young Ozzy Osbourne. I really think it just has to be the hair because it's longish and straight and similar to young Ozzy's color. I don't think any of the features are that similar. Once when my hair was really...
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deathtoforls:
FUCK managed care, fuck it in its sorry tight asshole. That's my opinion tongue
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So it's official now, I'm depressed. It only took about, what, 15 years to finally do something about it. I've been diagnosed with dysthymic disorder and social anxiety disorder. Two disorders in one day, not bad eh? Let's hope the meds work. Wish me luck.
torihoney:
tough bizz on the diagnosis...all i can say is that i had to go on an antidepressant for a while and i always was that asshole that said that thise types of drugs were a total cruch...but they really did help when i couldn't find my own way up out of the muck. hopefully you'll feel more like yourself, long term.
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Napoleon Dynamite on DVD today!!!
sinope:
Heya hunny smile

Not sure if I came by and said this already...getting a bit confuddled in my old age... so just in case thanks for commenting on my set blush...glad you liked it smile

Sorry its taken so long to get back to ya, been kinda ill puke


How ya doing?
torihoney:
so how many times are you going to watch it?



however many times i frieking feel like it, what do you think! wink
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Back from the gray, hope you all had a nice holiday.
torihoney:
yep, ate way too much, felt a little ill...leftovers next day.

it's an american tradition, no?