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am I ready?

Jul 7, 2014
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I would have never known that dealing and working with kids would be like this. Stressing yet a lesson to learn each day. I know im growing, thats for certain but which road is it leading toward. There's a tussle of good and bad here and thats hard to elaborate on.

Sometimes there's a day when you come out feel strong and energized by the kids, and somedays it feels like you've gotten by on mostly failures. What is it really in the end? Another dollar or another day? This was reguardless a blessing to finally bag an easy summer job and pay rent.

I dont know if someone out there will read this and say, "I know what he means" or not. If nothing swell comes from all of this - then at least I can say I persevered and maybe prepared myself to have kids in the near future. Goodnight peoples of the night. I will let the morning sunshine on me dance through my body for I will pretend im photosynthic and I am fed and energy-efficient.

auburn:
it is exhausting yet the most rewarding feeling. Just sharing an opinion though! chin up!
Aug 10, 2014
smk1:
@auburn I was just posting another blog and it disappeared. Anyways, this whole thing with the kids was like how you said.   The workplace had some nasty issues with the staff. But it all came to an end on August first.    I held out all the way. Thanks for reading it through
Aug 10, 2014

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