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Just when I think that everything is alright within me, it all comes crashing down.

I miss her so much. This is unbearable.

I'm an idiot for thinking anything I said or felt would make a difference. I'm alone now. That's the way it's going to be, and while I've accepted that, I can't help but feel so utterly lost.

I fought. I tried. I wanted those two hours to show exactly what kind of impact she had on my life. The egg rolls, the kisses, the crying - all of it.

I failed.