I have some pretty severe jealousy issues that I need to address. I've known this for a long time, but it became far more apparent tonight.
I don't know how exactly to describe it, but any woman I've been involved with (and I mean "involved" on a level more than fucking or hanging out with) still means a great deal to me after the fact, regardless of who broke it off, and it pains me to no end to be exposed to them, and to know they're living their own life and whatnot, as selfish and sad as that may seem. From my perspective, I have about as much chance as conveying that kind of sentiment towards someone as I do deriving calculus formulas.
I don't know how exactly to describe it, but any woman I've been involved with (and I mean "involved" on a level more than fucking or hanging out with) still means a great deal to me after the fact, regardless of who broke it off, and it pains me to no end to be exposed to them, and to know they're living their own life and whatnot, as selfish and sad as that may seem. From my perspective, I have about as much chance as conveying that kind of sentiment towards someone as I do deriving calculus formulas.