not really sure why i am here, why are any of us here? why do we care about all the trivial stuff around us and breeze over the truely important things.? do people really care? why? or is it just a facade that one creates to get things from you, like rides, money, etc. ? i really am struggling w/ wanting to stay out there and available. is it all worth the risk and the hurt? it seems that people only like me when they need something or want something. then i am ignored and left to reason it all out and wonder what i have done wrong? i think i am best off just removing myself from the hurt. try to get along without the risk of interaction w/ people i am not certain of-but funny how that doesn't even guarantee a friends friendship. this hurts, i hurt, life hurts. i am thankful for my animals and for the job that i will force myself to get up for tomorrow morning. what else? not sure.
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I am up to chat with you.