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posting today cuz i feel like i am living a life that is ment to be alone by pretending i belong. i never quite fit in anywhere and even when i think i do its just a screen hiding the reality that i may be there with people but i really dont fit or im easily ignored. sometimes i think i cause myself more harm by putting myself out there but it is also hard to isolate and feel lonely.
not really looking for input just felt confused and introspective today.
work sucked and the doctors were crabby and acted like 2 yr olds.
went to the So You Think You Can Dance tour show on sunday night which was a blast. i admire people who can dance and/or sing cuz i cant do them.
thanks for taking the time to read this and take care.
so it is now tuesday the 26th and life at work just got even more sucky(hey is that a word-i dont think so but dont really care either)screaming and yelling etc....
laughed a bit at the end with two of the doctors and let off some tension and plan to go out tonight so that should be fun too. oh and i also came up with a new question of the day so here it goes:
Do gummy bears and/or M&M's really taste different (ie. have a different flavor) depending on their color? let me know your thoughts. hugs and kisses to all my girlies