smf6009

I swear, for 6 whole months, everything was going fucking great. I was making friends left and right, people loved me and everything was going my way. However in the past 3 weeks I've been under an emotional shit storm. I would say it's karmic retribution, but I really haven't done anything that bad.
But eh, everything is still pretty good, I mean I have...
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Well, I lost one of my closest friends. She has proven to be unmerciful despite the love and respect I have shown her relentlessly in the past. I suppose I am not allowed to make a mistake because that would make me too human. I love her, but now she's gone.

I passed out and woke up an hour later to thisMy view
It would have been beautiful if it weren't for my ringing phone and the fat Spanish woman yelling outside.
The phone was a good friend with whom I've made the mistake of having sex with a couple times. Now I want a relationship and she's too busy. Why can't I just fuck...
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I realized I started bitching without introducing myself to whom ever may read my journal; that is quite rude of me. I'm 20, soon to be 21, and from Kansas City, MO. I moved to Orlando on a drunken whim about 5 months ago. I'm tall, skinny, opinionated, vulgar, iconoclastic, and I smell good.
I feel I have something in common with everyone and most...
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I apologized sincerely to my friend. I had no idea that any little thing I say to someone could hurt her. She still doesn't know what to say to me, but I'm sure everything will get back to normal.
Now I feel like shit because I've lost weight. I've been trying to get to 190lbs. for the past half year. I was staying at 175...
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I was trying to think what my first entry into this journal should be. I just came across a great thing to write.
I just pissed my close friend off because I was acting like a fucking idiot. I yelled at her for the dumbest thing and now she hates me. She was unable to accept my apology and told me to go to hell....
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