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I swear, for 6 whole months, everything was going fucking great. I was making friends left and right, people loved me and everything was going my way. However in the past 3 weeks I've been under an emotional shit storm. I would say it's karmic retribution, but I really haven't done anything that bad.
But eh, everything is still pretty good, I mean I have only lost 3 friends in the past month, I suppose I still have many more that I could lose, so count my blessings and all that. Well actually now that I think about it, it's really been myself shitting on myself, I'm just reading too much into everything. Perhaps I can force a smile until it comes natural again.
I feel like getting married today, but everyone is "too busy", what is that? I would marry them if they needed to. So if anyone feels like getting married today let me know.