Crown Royal was my drink of choice. There are time that I just completely miss the aroma. This coming October will mark five years since I had a fifth or two over the course of a day.
It is very rare I make connections with anyone. I was raised very solitary. I miss having someone to experience even the seemingly boring or mundane things in life with. Go out, walk around, see a movie, get dinner or just sit in and talk shit about the world because "us" is all that matters. It all feels so hollow and empty like waiting for the end of a shitty movie.
@tbars I guess you could say this is how my now ex "got me". She came up to the projection booth I was working in and coaxed me into rubber her sore shoulder and the next thing I know she is kissing, sucking and licking my neck. So it works for both men and women :)