I dont often talk about the things in my head when I make a song but this one has some intention and has stuck with me for the last 4 years. The title comes from a Hunter S Thompson video I found of him sitting on a bus with a cigarette in his mouth fucked up out of his head saying "yesterday's weirdness is tomorrow's reason why" which I put into the song during the build up after the Star Trek TNG samples talking about "self awareness". Gonna be real, it isnt like I am some sort of hard core drug user but god damn I could put some things back and ask for more while my friends had panic attacks in the corner. Had a lot of friends go down their personal hell holes of ego "exploration", I am a 90's kid after all.
In a way this song is like a fucking mind capsule to trigger the shit. Use basic music theory to back it all up and I made myself a rabbit hole. The vocals I manage since I am not a real singer are "You, lonely out" between the samples. A shallow reference to suicide as I see it as the lonely exit/out from life with the final vocals in the end being "halo, weighs down your life slow". Take what you want from all of that. Everything is really a guitar riff that takes me someplace else so it is as stupid, shallow or deep as the listener thinks it is. Just how I made it is all.