smashedpumpkin

i surprised myself this evening.

i brought advil to work thinking i'd have a crazy bad headache tonight from the lack of afternoon caffeine. not so. i actually had sustained energy and enthusiasm all night. like the subway workers you see on tv. some homeless looking guy with crazy crossed eyes even told me i had a "really good disposition" and if i were a waitress i'd probably "make a lot in tips." (on a sidenote, i guess this guy was the same one that julie was ringing up once and said "i see you're eyeballing those cookies" and then he looked at her and she realized his eyes were googly and felt horrible). i think the energy is gone though.

and now i'm officially on break and i don't know where to begin.

i'll probably go to the library and research stuff. i'm going to give the apartment the cleaning of it's lifetime. work at work. show the obliques who's boss. it'll probably be ten times better than last year's break where i spent most of the time in my room at the parents' house, sobbing like a baby.

if it is worse....i quit.