smashedpumpkin

it's official. i'm addicted to pudding. butterscotch, banana cream, chocolate, it really doesn't matter what kind. tonight i finished off the rest of the kind i made last night and then went right back to the kitchen and mixed some more!

i had a strange dream last night...one of those where you wake up and wonder where it came from. near the end i was in my living room ducked down because there was some strange guy just standing outside the glass door asking for money and i didn't want him to see me even though he knew i was there.i was actually pretty scared in the dream but then my alarm started going off (in real life) and i kept pushing snooze even though i was in the middle of a bad dream. i pushed snooze six times before i realized the dream would be over if i got up.

...so this of course leads to a good disoriented morning where i leave five minutes late only to realize i forgot my shoes, turn around, and once i'm back in the driveway, realize my shoes are sitting next to me. luckily i got off at two.

after julie got off, we went to the westminster mall. i haven't been to this place in probably a year...it's quite ghetto-fabulous. we went into foxmoor and picked out ridiculous outfits for each other to try on. and we wandered the mall. after the mall we went to christal's upon julie's recommendation. they had 12 inch vibrators! and some crazy mechanism where you can apparently strap this thing on and it has a little remote and you can secretly pleasure yourself all day long. i was strongly considering the video "gaping holes" but uh...decided the furniture funds were more important!

i finished watching donnie darko a third full time tonight and i think i finally understand...