Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

smashcritical

Aliso Viejo

Member Since 2002

Followers 14 Following 15

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Aug 03, 2004

Aug 3, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Part 3

I stood in the bathroom looking into the single drawer, left open and with items in a haphazard array. I peered in to bear witness to the final sights of Jane. That was when it had hit home. I had seen what my daughters life had become. There, in the drawer, were the contents of what her life revolved around. A morose blue tube of some tawdry shade of lipstick laid there next to a bar of dial soap. Some little melancholy blue pills danced on top of weeping blue baggies. A length of surgical tubing had tumbled across a prescription bottle with the word methadone printed in somber blue along its label. A spoon of despondence blue was crossed by a lonely syringe, cheerless blue numbers etched along its side. Pensive blue razorblades and pessimism blue needles battled through out the drawer while an old lighter played its dirges while dressed in its dismal blues. Several pennies hid under the heartbroken blue border of a hand mirror, ashamed of their forlorn blue corrosion. Then I saw it, a picture of her and me, taken several years ago. Her sorrow blue eyes showed a great insight into what her life was even before the heroine. The last item in the drawer was a letter. It had been folded and refolded a number of times and even with out reading it the woebegone blue smudges caused by the falling of tears let me know what the note was.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
oraaaaange:
Haha, okay barmops are this terry cloth thing that's used to wipe up some messy stuff. Restaurants, schools and even (*gasp*) bars can order them. Basically what happens is people who are in barmops stack them in piles of 25 and then send them down the belt to the person who's strapping.. the strapper then folds the pile in half, uses the strapping machine to seal a plastic tie around it, hits the button that counts production and then puts it in a large wooden box with a bunch of other barmops to be inventoried and then shipped out to the customer... yeah.

But last night I worked on ironer 4, which is fitted sheets, and I worked on the actual barmops, and then ironer 2, which is flat sheets (and the fastest ironer we have *sweats*) and then I strapped. Indeed, a full night. tongue Boring as all hell. wink
Aug 7, 2004
fallfromgrace:
the application was to encourage you that you have open access to God's throne, to recieve grace, mercy, and whatever else you need for your time of need. you don't need to feel like God doesn't understand, or your situation is anything he can't relate to, because God isn't some "up there" deity without a clue as to how life is led. Jesus came to earth and he experienced everything that he needed to in order that he might relate to us wholly.

Aug 7, 2004

More Blogs

  • 07.17.04
    5

    Sunday Jul 18, 2004

    How beautiful are thy feet with shoes, O prince's daughter! the joint…
  • 07.17.04
    0

    Saturday Jul 17, 2004

    I need a woman!
  • 07.05.04
    5

    Monday Jul 05, 2004

    I have the day off today, I would rather be working. Not because I do…
  • 06.13.04
    1

    Sunday Jun 13, 2004

    I have done nothing constructive today. Yeasterday I roleplayed until…
  • 07.08.02
    1

    Tuesday Jul 09, 2002

    Sunday me and some friends went to the Queen Mary. While delving aro…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
18
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 0 followers
  • 14,962,722 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,498,201 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo