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So I have applied to number of groups and they want me to keep an active journel but I never know what to write in these. I guess I could just copy what I put in my live journal but that would seem like cheating to me. The people I know on live journal I know IRL the people here, well if you are in socal behind the orange curtain then their is a chance.

I guess I could discuss my last girlfreind here. She got me the LJ account so it is hard to talk about her there. We are still friends which is really wierd for me. The big series relationship I had be fore that well lets just say she was fucking everything under the sun except for me. Makes it easy for that seperation hatred to build. With Sarah it is much different. I would take her back in a second if she would have me but I am also content to be her friend. There is still sexual tension between us and I am pretty sure we will end up in bed or the back of my car or a corn field (hard to find those around here). It has happened once already and I think it would have happened the other night if a coupl of things would have went differently.

Anyway I will try to keep an active journal but don't expect much (ok I say that now but on all the groups I have ever been a memeber of I tend to go on and on more then anyone else, the other cool thing is they allow you to keep pictures here and I have a digital camera so when ever I get down to the San Diego Zoo expect to see some Lemures.

Oh, anyone want to go to the Zoo?