I always want to believe the people are good natured. I lent my spare tire to a stranger today so they could get their car to a tire shop. They were suppose to bring back to the restaurant that I was eating at. I waited a long time and they never showed. I'm trying to be more giving though. There are alot of homeless around where I live and they're always bumming money. Not even spare change, but they will straight up ask you for $5. There are lots of churches around here that feed them for free so you know they aren't hungry they just wanna get high. I have gotten tired of it in the past and been sort of direspectful, but I just don't like being that way. I'm fucking poor though, I can't be giving all my money to people who just wanna get high. Well this blog went nowhere but at least I got to vent. 
I am extremely crusty on the outside... but that's just because of my massive, gushing throbing heart. It's such a weird, hard, frustrating line beween helpful, nice and chump or bitchy, cold and careful.
There's this one dude who owns a house near me that's always asking for 2$ specifically, he even has a sign. I feel like punching him in the face every time I see him... sigh.