sluttygoodgirl

It's been 3 days since I found out. I am still sick. Still don't know what I want. I just wish that this could all be over with. I want this knot in my stomach to go away.

I don't know what to plan for now. Do I get the kids ready for school here? Are we even going to be here by then? Do I register for some classes at the college? Will I even be here? I can't even imagine taking my kids from their Dad. That would be so devastating for all of them. On the other hand, he didn't care about losing us when he was over there at his girlfriends house fucking her brains out.

I wish I could erase this from my brain. Just leave me a hug or a kissy face if you want to my peeps. I am thankful for all of you here who give even a moment of your time to try to help someone that you don't even know with a kind word or a shared experience. It's really cool, thanks