everything has been a rollercoaster lately and im loving the ride.
school is phenom. work is phenom. friends are phenom. relationships are phenom.
it seems like in order to be happy, other things need to disappear. i went through a lot of the boxes of stuff that was in my room that i had to temporarily pack up while we were refurnishing/painting my room and stuff.
i hate throwing away pictures, letters, gifts, etc. because i think that i am going to want to look or remember those things down the road. suddenly, i realize, i can't get over things/people unless i learn to let them go for good.
i feel renewed. it's a great feeling.
my sleeping patterns are getting better too. ever since mike introduced me to his personal trainer and i have been going through him. i have lost mucho fat-mass, gained more muscle mass and decreased my body fat percentage by almost 8%. which is amazing. i felt so disgusting when he checked my b.f.p... it was at like 19%. talk about gross. lawrence made me feel better because he said most females have high percentages and still look fabulous. but now im down to 11%... and the % keeps going down. I love my training, because I dont look like those crazy body building females who look like men with their muscles. haha but i definetly have the four-pack deal working and the arms look all jolie-sexylike... it's great.
tonight is ISIS. woo! joe has to work until 645 at the shop and then we have to get to the roadhouse for some good jammin. matt finally decided to go at the last minute and danny/his homies are showing up. april and the girls are staying home for this show... cause midterms are this week and everyone needs to study
but shit.. it's isis. haha.
i miss everyone... but i love you guys
xoxoxo
school is phenom. work is phenom. friends are phenom. relationships are phenom.
it seems like in order to be happy, other things need to disappear. i went through a lot of the boxes of stuff that was in my room that i had to temporarily pack up while we were refurnishing/painting my room and stuff.
i hate throwing away pictures, letters, gifts, etc. because i think that i am going to want to look or remember those things down the road. suddenly, i realize, i can't get over things/people unless i learn to let them go for good.
i feel renewed. it's a great feeling.
my sleeping patterns are getting better too. ever since mike introduced me to his personal trainer and i have been going through him. i have lost mucho fat-mass, gained more muscle mass and decreased my body fat percentage by almost 8%. which is amazing. i felt so disgusting when he checked my b.f.p... it was at like 19%. talk about gross. lawrence made me feel better because he said most females have high percentages and still look fabulous. but now im down to 11%... and the % keeps going down. I love my training, because I dont look like those crazy body building females who look like men with their muscles. haha but i definetly have the four-pack deal working and the arms look all jolie-sexylike... it's great.
tonight is ISIS. woo! joe has to work until 645 at the shop and then we have to get to the roadhouse for some good jammin. matt finally decided to go at the last minute and danny/his homies are showing up. april and the girls are staying home for this show... cause midterms are this week and everyone needs to study
but shit.. it's isis. haha.
i miss everyone... but i love you guys
xoxoxo
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carryavengeance:
true 
rottenaddiction:
working out is too... much work 