slut_free_youth

it's amazing how quickly you day can go from happy. to sad. to pure ectasy. i love it. i notice how life is similar to a cyclone.. it only stops when you think it's done its worse, and then it picks back up and theres no telling where it will take you.
magical
mysterious
its in her eyes. her smile. everything about her just glows.
and it wasn't supposed to happen.
not now.
life has been so rapid these past 2 weeks, and i couldn't have asked for anything more suitable. ive learned so much is such a small deal of time. i have witnessed a liar call someone a liar. i have witnessed a cold hearted person do something truly good for someone else. i have witnessed a "tough guy" shed a tear for someone he didn't even know. i have witnessed a group of young adults finally find something they have been searching for... real friendship. nothing "fake" is said to anyone, because everything we feel is real. nothing is "a lie" because in everyone's eyes, there is truth. for once, happiness and serenity is achieved without the help of a drug or a drink. it's real.
i have positive atmospheres everywhere now. before, they were all poisoned . i accept my wrongs. i accept my mistakes. i don't deny a thing i've done in the past. but i thank god for what i have right now and what i will have in the future. because... it is beautiful.

xoxoxoxoxo