slut_free_youth

well...
the computer crashed. my lovely friends like to download shit onto my computer because its fun and all those nice excuses. so i had to reinstall windows xp (which is total shit mind you)... and i lost EVERYTHING i had. all my pictures.. my writings... everything. its all gone. but i guess thats a good thing... cause some of the stuff on my computer made me think of old times and well.. made me think too much. Im the type of person that just wont throw/delete/get rid of anything, because everything means something... so maybe i should just thank the boogers who messed up my computer.
oh.. and got the cable modem finally hooked up, so its terrific. *thumbs up*
went to the gym today and lamar made me work hard. damn him. he was making me laugh so hard because he made me do so many things. but its cool cause he said that by the end of the week, with this workout, i should notice a drastic change, which is what i want.
so i have this super-workout on sun,tues,thurs,fri. yoga on tues. kickboxing aerobics on fri, sun. very intense, but its okay, cause lamar is a great trainer. simply the best.
i had to quit my second job yesterday too, which is shitty cause it was fabulous money... but there is so much going on with the shelter, that i had to make a drastic choice and my heart is with the kitties and stuff... but the office understood, it was all just a big conflict of schedule. they told me that if i ever wanted to start again with them, just call and they thanked for everything i did, even if it was only for 3 and a half weeks.
hmm i think thats it, for now.

xxx: my favorite...is when they make jokes, and you can tell they think their witty and funny
xxx: "...and whip it out..."
xxx: "...your credit card that is"
xxx: like you can imagine some girl on the other side of the line, her hand cupped over the mouth piece, giggling at how crafty she just was


xoxox