so im at a point where i just want to cry.
i work so hard for things, and they just go un-noticed. I love how my work attempts to step all over me. It wont work. anymore. I wont allow it. no more running for them. no more volunteering hour after hour with no compensation. no reward. and when I cry for help from them, they shrug me off like im some pee-on.
im tired of it.
i find myself more and more being angry at the world. i watch "a walk to remember" today with my little sister. it made me cry... my favorite line "i do not need a reason to be angry with God." im not a religious person, but i dont need a reason to hate the world for how everything is... blah.
-in other news, watched that stupid thing bush called a 'ralley'. i want to punch him in his friggin frog face. the best part of that whole thing was when everyone chanted "we want bush"... Im such a pervert and I find the most stupid things, funny.
i have a lot of criminal justice work to do.. so im out.
i work so hard for things, and they just go un-noticed. I love how my work attempts to step all over me. It wont work. anymore. I wont allow it. no more running for them. no more volunteering hour after hour with no compensation. no reward. and when I cry for help from them, they shrug me off like im some pee-on.
im tired of it.
i find myself more and more being angry at the world. i watch "a walk to remember" today with my little sister. it made me cry... my favorite line "i do not need a reason to be angry with God." im not a religious person, but i dont need a reason to hate the world for how everything is... blah.
-in other news, watched that stupid thing bush called a 'ralley'. i want to punch him in his friggin frog face. the best part of that whole thing was when everyone chanted "we want bush"... Im such a pervert and I find the most stupid things, funny.
i have a lot of criminal justice work to do.. so im out.
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wow. I would totaly be greatful for that. At work ive learnt the most and im not shy with try around these people plus i have to. But I cannot carry on much conversation, it would be so nice. I could blab about my deal with this for a while, but my bed looks ready. much appreciation
i'll send you a thank you note