slowtostanding

my dad is blasting john mayer in the room next to me.

annoying.

i got my SG t-shirt and stickers in the mail today.. just in time for tour.. how exciting.

i think it finally sunk in yesterday that i'm leaving. i dont' know if i'm ready. i'm definitely excited. i don't know if spending all this time with her before i go is the smartest thing.... but it feels good.. and i don't know, it just feels like we're on borrowed time. i want to make it count.

but is it going to count towards anything in the long run?