sliverz

Well, my Xmas was... more than I'd hoped it would be. It was awesome to hang out with my ex and the kids. The kids were awesome, and had a lot of fun. They love me, which always makes for a fucking awesome visit. I can't wait to get a better job, and move them down here for good, rather than just another visit. As for my ex... it was... well, I still love her, of course. That'll never change. Like always, we can tell that we'd be very good off, now that we've had time apart, and time to learn from our mistakes. There's so many things that we did wrong before, and now that we have the hind-sight that isn't available DURING a relationship, things are awesome, and will be even more so when she moves back down here.

Of course, that's quite a while from now. And, until that happens, I'm here... alone. That's never fun, eh? Especially when I have the gift of knowing that she's not. heh. That sucks. But hey... I'm suppose to be happy that she's happy, right? Whatever. Doesn't work like that But, that's the way of things.

So, here I am. Best Buy is giving me far less hours than before. The holiday season is nearly over, and they need us less and less. This means I bring home less and less money. Which means I won't be able to pay the bills, come the end of January. So, I have to get a new job. Fun fun, eh? I sure had a blast finding one FOR the holidays; Lord knows how fun this is going to be to find something during a time when no one needs anyone. Damn it. *sigh* I wish things were much simpler, and easier. But, that's the way of things, and I'll have to make shit happen.

Well, I'm hungry. And done writing. Blah.