Hey Guys! 
I am some what happier today! YAY!
Oh just thought i'd post my new favourite song.. i know it's quite sad (It's a Rob Thomas song) But the mood i am in laterly where everything goes wrong laterly has driven me to listen to it. I can't get my gran off my mind she died a year ago on the 28th and its only just starting to hit me now that it's real and she's not coming. She played such a big part in my life and it's not the same anymore and her house finally got sold today. My child hood memories of Christmas with all my cousins there and our hand made tree house and water slide are just going to be memories now because they are knocking it down and turning it into two properties. I now also have money from the sale of her house in my back account and i dont know what to do with it. It may sounds strange but i don't want to buy something with it that in the future ill have no need for or will break it has to be something meaningful that will last me forever. I might spend some of it getting a tattoo dedicated to her and the role she played in my life. Thats forever. But anyway heres the songs that has attached itself to me! its so cute and romantic makes me wish i had someone to sing it to
We were drawn form the weeds
We were brave like soliders
Falling down under the pale moonlight
you were holding me
like a someone broken
and i couldnt tell you but i'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while your falling apart
just let me hold you so we both fall down
fall on me
tell me everything you want me to be
forever with you forever in me
ever the same
we would stand in the wind
we were free like water
flowing down
under the warmth of the sun
now it's cold and we're scared
and we've both been shaken
look at us
this doesn't need to be the end
just let me hold you while your falling apart
just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
fall on me
tell me everything you want me to be
forever with you forever in me
ever the same
call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
forever it's you
forever in me
ever the same
you may need me there
to carry all your weight
but your no burden, i assure
you tide me over
with a warmth i'll not forget
but i can only give you love
forever with you
forever in me
ever the same.
Phew that was a long one! ranstarr did i break the record?
I am some what happier today! YAY!
Oh just thought i'd post my new favourite song.. i know it's quite sad (It's a Rob Thomas song) But the mood i am in laterly where everything goes wrong laterly has driven me to listen to it. I can't get my gran off my mind she died a year ago on the 28th and its only just starting to hit me now that it's real and she's not coming. She played such a big part in my life and it's not the same anymore and her house finally got sold today. My child hood memories of Christmas with all my cousins there and our hand made tree house and water slide are just going to be memories now because they are knocking it down and turning it into two properties. I now also have money from the sale of her house in my back account and i dont know what to do with it. It may sounds strange but i don't want to buy something with it that in the future ill have no need for or will break it has to be something meaningful that will last me forever. I might spend some of it getting a tattoo dedicated to her and the role she played in my life. Thats forever. But anyway heres the songs that has attached itself to me! its so cute and romantic makes me wish i had someone to sing it to
We were drawn form the weeds
We were brave like soliders
Falling down under the pale moonlight
you were holding me
like a someone broken
and i couldnt tell you but i'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while your falling apart
just let me hold you so we both fall down
fall on me
tell me everything you want me to be
forever with you forever in me
ever the same
we would stand in the wind
we were free like water
flowing down
under the warmth of the sun
now it's cold and we're scared
and we've both been shaken
look at us
this doesn't need to be the end
just let me hold you while your falling apart
just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
fall on me
tell me everything you want me to be
forever with you forever in me
ever the same
call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
forever it's you
forever in me
ever the same
you may need me there
to carry all your weight
but your no burden, i assure
you tide me over
with a warmth i'll not forget
but i can only give you love
forever with you
forever in me
ever the same.
Phew that was a long one! ranstarr did i break the record?
ranstarr:
yep you broke it hahah! good work. you have to build up for the next one!
minceir:
He is a great songwriter and singer. I hope you start to feel better after awhile, I lost my own Nan 15years ago, she was a tough old lady but she held onto her Kids even when her Hubby walked out on her before the WW11. but i understood her as she was someone who lived it tough and only knew that.