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I'm getting better at being able to sleep with someone else in the bed. Staying up late and waiting until I'm really tired helps.

I wonder if I'll hear something about that job this week. Please, please, please, please.

I got a birthday present from my friend in Michigan. It's a calendar. I already have a calendar, but this one has Spike, from Buffy, on...
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A surprise visit from a friend last night left me with very little sleep. I still don't know why it's so difficult for me to sleep with another person in the bed.

And that is sleep as in sleep to dream, not sleep as in "sleep." I am still the reigning ice queen here.

Something about muscular arms, big hands and tattoos makes me all...
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I found an excellent job on-line today. Chem tech at UNCA. I'm definitely qualified for it, the money's good, and I'd get to be in a lab again. I miss being in a lab. A talks about her job, and I get jealous....

The job was only posted today, and I'm getting my application together really quickly, so I think I have a really good...
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I WANT SOME FUCKING ALCOHOL. There isn't any in the house, the over-21 person is not here, and I don't fucking know anyone in this town. Besides my cousin, but she can't buy me alcohol, so in this case she doesn't count.

I FEEL LIKE SHIT

I've applied for two more jobs today, and sent off a couple of e-mails to analytical testing companies. If they don't want to pay me, I'm thinking of getting a crappy part-time job and convincing a testing comp. to hire me as an un-paid intern. At least I'd be learning something interesting and useful. Working at Home Depot is not interesting or useful. Ok, maybe...
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I just checked the hospital website. I'm not being considered for two of the jobs. I applied for a couple more. What the fuck am I going to do? There aren't any jobs in the newspaper, besides a bunch of shit I'm not qualified for and some waitstaff positions. I did not drive all this way so I could work in a fucking restaurant. I...
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OK, I've applied to three jobs so far. All at the hospital. Two in the blood lab, one in the pharmacy. I know I'd be good at all of them, but the stupid hospital site has this "skills and expertise" section that I'm supposed to fill out. It's all about what kind of certifications I have, and if I have a NC driver's license. I'm...
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I've been watching WAY too much tv. And we don't even get the sci-fi channel. Just basic cable. Nothing's on, but I watch anyway. It comes from being tv-deprived for months....