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I'm trying to track down a guy I dated a couple of years ago. I saw him a few months ago, but I just wanted to send him an e-mail and find out what he's up to. The only person I could think of contacting is this other guy I used to know, who now apparently goes to law school in Rhode Island. I don't think he likes me. I'm fairly sure he dislikes me, but hopefully not enough to ignore the e-mail I just sent him. I can't think of anyone else to contact who might know my ex's e-mail. I don't even know why I want to contact this guy. The relationship was very short-lived. I haven't even had a conversation with him for a long time, and I doubt he even thinks about me anymore. I guess I'm just depressed. I'm looking for something. If only I could figure out what...
About this new guy - still don't know what to do about him. I'd like to be friends, but the idea of a relationship makes me tired. Every time I've tried to be "just friends" with a guy who's interested in me, the guy doesn't get the idea. And I can't just come right out and say "there's no way in hell you're getting in my pants, but let's be friends." Which is apparently what's necessary. Guys are dense. I should just wear a t-shirt that says "celibate, piss off." heh heh, that would actually be pretty funny.