I'm supposed to give a presentation on Monday, and I haven't started puting it together. It's just practice. The real presentation isn't until the 27th. But I still need to have something to say on Monday. I have all the ideas, I just need to put them on powerpoint slides. oh, how I hate powerpoint. Stupid Microsoft programs. I should have started it today, but I felt crappy, so I just ended up moping around, feeling sorry for myself.
I'm still having dreams about my coworker. Not as many. Still just as vivid, tho.
The guy I used to be hooked on popped by about an hour ago. Just to drop something off. We've still been talking online. He said he was seeing someone else, but then he broke up with her. Too weird, or something like that. Every time I seem him, he tells me I'm beautiful. It was kind of cute and spontaneous at first. Now it's just fucking annoying. I really don't like be complemented. I have too many acne scars to be beautiful. It's just the way I am. I like my body, I'm perfectly content with the way I look, but I'm not beautiful.
I'm still having dreams about my coworker. Not as many. Still just as vivid, tho.
The guy I used to be hooked on popped by about an hour ago. Just to drop something off. We've still been talking online. He said he was seeing someone else, but then he broke up with her. Too weird, or something like that. Every time I seem him, he tells me I'm beautiful. It was kind of cute and spontaneous at first. Now it's just fucking annoying. I really don't like be complemented. I have too many acne scars to be beautiful. It's just the way I am. I like my body, I'm perfectly content with the way I look, but I'm not beautiful.