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I think this is the longest I've gone without updating. The only reason I am is because Rhoswen told me to.

So here's my update:

I'm not going to Pittsburgh for Christmas like I wanted to because I waited too long to buy a ticket and now I can't afford it. I'll probably end up going to VT, which will be incredibly depressing and I'll have to spend three or four hours on a bus. If I don't go to VT my mom will be all offended by the fact that I'd rather spend my three day weekend alone in my apartment in Boston than in VT with her.

I haven't been sleeping well.

I'm having trouble justifying my lonely pathetic existence to myself.

I bought a dress for my company xmas party, and ordered some shoes off of the internet which probably won't be here in time. I don't want to go anyway, because I'll just end up standing in a corner and not talking to anyone.

I tried on make-up for the first time. The foundation was too light and made me look like a zombie. I thought it would cover up all the acne scars, but instead it just made it LOOK like I was trying to cover it up, which is worse than not covering it up at all.

I'm crying, and I don't have pms.