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Sunday Oct 30, 2005

Oct 30, 2005
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I hate dating. Why do I keep forgetting that? I forget, try it again, it sucks, and then another six months or a year passes and I forget again.

Why didn't he CALL me?


It's been weeks since I had my cat put to sleep, and I still feel terrible about it. I'm sorry, I am so, so sorry. I wish I could have told her, and that she would have understood. She was so scared. I'm so sorry.


I sitll haven't received a pay check from my new job. That's two weeks I haven't been paid for. I have to pay rent on Tuesday, and the gas bill is going to be enormous. I thought I wouldn't have to worry about money anymore once I started my new job, but I haven't seen a fucking cent for the three weeks I've worked there. I don't understand why the temp agency isn't DOING anything about it. They stopped responding to my e-mails. I'm calling them tomorrow, and if they don't say they're going to fix whatever the problem is immediately I'm going to go to the HR dept. at the pharma company and tell them that I'm not getting paid. They're paying the temp agency, so they should know that none of that money is getting to me.


I'm so fucking tired of worrying. Why can't I stop? Why can't I just be happy? Why can't my family fix themselves so I don't have to worry about giving my brother money so he can eat for the next few days? Why can't the world just stop fucking with me and leave me the hell alone? I'm just....so......tired.
rhoswen:
Hun, itll get better trust me.

Dont worry about the pearl shes ok now, i know its sad to have to do, beleive me i know, but shes much better off now than being sick and in a lot of pain. She had a long wonderful kitty life.

As far as getting paid goes, i bet if you call and yell at them they will pay you, people dont like getting yelled at
Oct 30, 2005

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