I got a 96 on my test YAY! Im still doing well now Im just kinda freaking out cause Im not so good at reading/taking someones blood pressure. I have to learn this skill before we go to clinical which is in a month. Plus we have this big abbreviation test coming up that will be pretty hard, so Ive got some work to be doing in the next month.
All while I continue to go through what Im going to call my Early life crises cause Im not old enough to be having a mid life crises. Im having some real issues getting my life on track, iv been having a bit of a identity crises for the past oh like two years ish.I don't know what I want to do with my life or what Im good at. The past year or so Ive spent feeling like a total failure. I had to drop out of school because I was Definitely at the wrong school and maybe in the wrong program. I was wasting time and lots of money. Since moving home iv changed jobs like four time cause nothing seems to be working out for me and I apparently suck at life. I miss theater. I miss seeing it, I miss being apart of it, I miss everything about it. But my last school left me with such a feeling of self doubt. That I wasn't good enough that I would never measure up or would never make anything out of myself at least not in the theater world. Cause of this Im just not sure I have it in me to do something as bold as say go back and kinda redo my theater degree. On the other hand Im not sure what else to do with my life.
Im in this CNA (Certified Nursing Assistant) class and my teacher and alot of the people in my class are all talking about going on to become LPN( Licensed Practical Nurses) or RN's. I keep thinking I dont really want to do that I haven't wanted to be a nurse since i was like 12. If I did go in to the health field really the only thing Im interested in is working in drug rehabilitation or mental health. Im not sure if this will be enough of a creative outlet for me or how to get involved in working in these types of setting. I know most of who work in these setting our counselors or social workers. So maybe I should be trying to go to school for that. I dont know I wish there was some way to know my strengths. I feel like most of my life and certainly not in any job Ive had have I truly use my personal strengths. So Im not even sure what they are and what it is I would thrive at. So yea that my Early life Crises Thank you to those of you who read this
Youre Loving,
Sarah Marie,Tink,Shroom
All while I continue to go through what Im going to call my Early life crises cause Im not old enough to be having a mid life crises. Im having some real issues getting my life on track, iv been having a bit of a identity crises for the past oh like two years ish.I don't know what I want to do with my life or what Im good at. The past year or so Ive spent feeling like a total failure. I had to drop out of school because I was Definitely at the wrong school and maybe in the wrong program. I was wasting time and lots of money. Since moving home iv changed jobs like four time cause nothing seems to be working out for me and I apparently suck at life. I miss theater. I miss seeing it, I miss being apart of it, I miss everything about it. But my last school left me with such a feeling of self doubt. That I wasn't good enough that I would never measure up or would never make anything out of myself at least not in the theater world. Cause of this Im just not sure I have it in me to do something as bold as say go back and kinda redo my theater degree. On the other hand Im not sure what else to do with my life.
Im in this CNA (Certified Nursing Assistant) class and my teacher and alot of the people in my class are all talking about going on to become LPN( Licensed Practical Nurses) or RN's. I keep thinking I dont really want to do that I haven't wanted to be a nurse since i was like 12. If I did go in to the health field really the only thing Im interested in is working in drug rehabilitation or mental health. Im not sure if this will be enough of a creative outlet for me or how to get involved in working in these types of setting. I know most of who work in these setting our counselors or social workers. So maybe I should be trying to go to school for that. I dont know I wish there was some way to know my strengths. I feel like most of my life and certainly not in any job Ive had have I truly use my personal strengths. So Im not even sure what they are and what it is I would thrive at. So yea that my Early life Crises Thank you to those of you who read this
Youre Loving,
Sarah Marie,Tink,Shroom
Now all of this was POST- pix, so I thought it was very good of me to concentrate on ANYTHING ELSE!