feel the wrath of nature($@#+_$3 fuckin storming like a motherfucker down here..power went out three times then again and stayed off for 3 hours..
im so pathetic without electricity. i sat at my powerbook, mindlessly looking into its glow, and couldnt think of anything i could do. so sticking to my name i went to sleep. at around 3 am the power went back on... Read More
power outages suck yo. man hope shes better too hehe. hmm... fucked over by girls... when arent i if they actually bother noticing me as worthwhile toi so much as breathe their oxygen eh? *sigh shrug* not gettin on that topic again...
mmmmm snow
hope the head feels better soon yo
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thanks misunderstood.. friends of monika eh?
home of outkast... decatur haha hoodie hooooo
ya tell me about it yuriel and somehow my ex got my new messenger name i dont know how.. she claimed she only wanted to say thank you..seems odd that she didnt just write me an email.. i felt like she was completely invading my privacy.. she completely fucked me over.. why would i want to talk to her anytime in the near future?? *sigh*
no i just finished two projects, turned them in yesterday. was working like crazy, then last night i was hoping people would be online.. but ya no one to be found. well maybe at the beginning there were some people.. but at the time i wrote this.. no one. i guess ive been feeling a little lonely lately. so sleep is a good alternative to over thinking. also for some stupid reason i keep ready my ex's journal. gets me down to see i had no impact in completely cutting myself out of her life. l know its not entirely true. im just seeing what she wants other people to see. but i guess thats how shes always been. illusive on top, mass confusion underneath.
hahaha know the feeling. yes sleep and sex mmmmm
too bad i can only get one half of that... and never enough and never when i want to....
dude sucks about yer ex
*hugs ya* hmm leaves a penny under your pillow just for shits and giggles
i feel good for once. the last couple weeks havent been so good. my ex is cruel and heartless... only good thing has been meeting ng.. whom i am getting to adore each and every day. she brings a happiness to my life that i was missing. i could never thank her enough for it.. all i can do is reflect what she makes me... Read More