sleepallday

things are a litlte more under control. my stepdads funeral is on the 5th. unfortunately i cant make it because its in germany at an impossible time. really pisses me off that i cant go, but i guess this is the way it has to be. my mom seems like she is doing alright, i guess shes just "managing". she says that she hasnt had timie to think about things because she is so busy figuring out all the details. i wish i could help. sucks to sit by and watch someone deal with something like this, i constantly second guess myself, "could i do more?" "am i doing enough?" "what can i do?"

the catalog is almost done for my work. thank god. it hasnt been that bad, just took a really long time, and it started off on a slightly bad note: miss-communication. all fixed and almost ready to rock.

my birthday is this friday. one of my friends is coming down from vegas. we are going to nocturnal:music festival. really excited about it. a lot of djs i have never seen. also might go up to LA or find some trouble, after all it is a 3 day weekend

i hope everyone is doing well. drop me a message if you feel like it, id love it <3