sleepallday

ive been M.I.A. for a while. my step dad died. he had a pretty bad heart attack, spent 30 hrs in a coma, spent another week and a half in the hospital, then his lungs and heart collapsed. still hasnt hit me. it seems like a bad dream. he was so much fun and such a smart person. he came to the US, when he was around 18 from germany, went to college, traveled all over the world. he always had cool stories to tell. words cant say how much i am going to miss him.

i have been working on a catalog for work, which is draining the life out of me. it only happens twice a year which isnt so bad. it is a massive amount of work. it should be done on time, we have until thursday for the first half, then next week for the rest. all in all, i think it looks pretty good and im proud of the work i have done.

guess i feel sorta hollow right now with these two things going on. i feel like i dont have time to think, and when i have time to think im too tired. my birthday is pretty soon, im sure by then things will be better.

i hope everyone is doing okay, sorry for not being around. <3