So everythings good, then a stark realisation brings it all crashing down.
I dont want to think about the future.
In september i'm going to uni, i'll be leaving york. I thought i'd be so happy, and free, but now that im feeling happier and things are looking up, il have to leave it all behined.
My dad who i rely so much upon for support, also my boyfriend who im absolutely head over heels for who when i think about having to leave behined, end up in a complete snotty tearful mess, and my two closest friends, who've been there for me though all my difficult times and all my best times.
I dont know how im going to cope.
I dont want to think about the future.
In september i'm going to uni, i'll be leaving york. I thought i'd be so happy, and free, but now that im feeling happier and things are looking up, il have to leave it all behined.
My dad who i rely so much upon for support, also my boyfriend who im absolutely head over heels for who when i think about having to leave behined, end up in a complete snotty tearful mess, and my two closest friends, who've been there for me though all my difficult times and all my best times.
I dont know how im going to cope.
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mentalrage:
Any sort of major transition will mess with your head and be a shock to the system. Just think of all the superfun awesome hijinks you'll be getting up to.
tetrisbrokeme:
unless your uni is on the moon, i wouldn't worry about it! your family and friends will still be there, but you're getting the opportunity to make even more! there's nothing stopping you from visiting people either, or even having them visit you. and if the relationship is worth it, it'll withstand the distance. i've witnessed it with my own beady eyes!!! keep smiling xx
keep smiling xx