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Right, so, its less than a week till my first exam and im bricking it! I have a massive mental block, im reading stuff and the next day i cant remember it! I even recorded myself reading from my books and listened to it, and im still having trouble remembering.
A couple of shoots coming up, yesss Im on Adios Max at the moment and trying to eat really well to shave off a few pounds. I weighed myself on tuesday and i was about 2 stone lighter than last time i weighed myself about a year ago. But I dont feel that slimmer, and ive still got work to do! I cant afford to get to a gym membership, so im going to get a new workout dvd and start running after all the snow has melted.
My last shift at lush is on sunday. Ive still not heard if im being kept on or not, so im assuming that im not one of the lucky 6 people who have earnt a permanent place. Im not really sure what i'll do for money, i havent properly started looking for a new job yet, and i dont know where i fancy working but i'll just have to ask around and bite the bullet.
My dad goes to afghanistan on the 21st now, they moved the date back so that he could get another weekend at home before he leaves which is a relief He dosent live with us and im used to him being away, but i just hope he manages okay out there, because when he came back from his last tour he was really stressed and found it difficult to adjust back to civilian life.
I wish my hair would grow.
I wish my metabolism was faster.
I wish i could remember all the stuff ive been revising.
Im hoping to lose about a stone and a half and tone up my stumach and arms, if i manage that and look presentable afterwards i might see about trying to get into Front magazine as their 'Alt girl of the month' which im sure is much harder than it sounds.
Finally, Im still looking for photographers to work with, for SG shoots or other work, if anyone is interested then pm me!
Right, so, its less than a week till my first exam and im bricking it! I have a massive mental block, im reading stuff and the next day i cant remember it! I even recorded myself reading from my books and listened to it, and im still having trouble remembering.
A couple of shoots coming up, yesss
Im on Adios Max at the moment and trying to eat really well to shave off a few pounds. I weighed myself on tuesday and i was about 2 stone lighter than last time i weighed myself about a year ago. But I dont feel that slimmer, and ive still got work to do! I cant afford to get to a gym membership, so im going to get a new workout dvd and start running after all the snow has melted.
My last shift at lush is on sunday. Ive still not heard if im being kept on or not, so im assuming that im not one of the lucky 6 people who have earnt a permanent place. Im not really sure what i'll do for money, i havent properly started looking for a new job yet, and i dont know where i fancy working but i'll just have to ask around and bite the bullet.
My dad goes to afghanistan on the 21st now, they moved the date back so that he could get another weekend at home before he leaves which is a relief
He dosent live with us and im used to him being away, but i just hope he manages okay out there, because when he came back from his last tour he was really stressed and found it difficult to adjust back to civilian life.
I wish my hair would grow.
I wish my metabolism was faster.
I wish i could remember all the stuff ive been revising.
Im hoping to lose about a stone and a half and tone up my stumach and arms, if i manage that and look presentable afterwards i might see about trying to get into Front magazine as their 'Alt girl of the month' which im sure is much harder than it sounds.
Finally, Im still looking for photographers to work with, for SG shoots or other work, if anyone is interested then pm me!
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