what a fucked up day.
i think i have finally hit rock bottom mentally. i have been on the job for nearly 8 years now and i cant do it anymore. all the shit i have seen and been through is destroying me. i made a coment today that im going to suck start my shot gun and it scared the shit out of my wife. the next thing i know im being called by both my personal shrink and the staff shrink at work.
im going to try and get a mental disability and see about going to school to be trained for a different feild of work.
i have trouble talking about my problems and how i feel so im thankful for this journal to somewhat vent through. and i know i have never met any of you in person but i still think of you as friends and am thankful for all of you and the time you take out of your day to read my thoughts.
i think i have finally hit rock bottom mentally. i have been on the job for nearly 8 years now and i cant do it anymore. all the shit i have seen and been through is destroying me. i made a coment today that im going to suck start my shot gun and it scared the shit out of my wife. the next thing i know im being called by both my personal shrink and the staff shrink at work.
im going to try and get a mental disability and see about going to school to be trained for a different feild of work.
i have trouble talking about my problems and how i feel so im thankful for this journal to somewhat vent through. and i know i have never met any of you in person but i still think of you as friends and am thankful for all of you and the time you take out of your day to read my thoughts.
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