80 hour work weeks an nobody will give an inch of fucking bending over backwards to help me or deal with me. Not my full-time job, not my friends, not enemies, not parents/relatives, not myself! Everybody is fucking demanding more from me now than when I workd 40 hours a week! Fuck 'em I say, FUCK EM!!!!! 
I'm not going insane, am I?
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ok, I'll try not to be so depressing in this entry.....mmmkay?
Well, shit did fly at my full-time job. I found out there was an opening at another store from one of my friends. So I approach my manager about it. "Oh, well, I didn't realize you liked doing that department, so when we had the opening here, I didn;'t bother to ask." Excuse me?...
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Well, shit did fly at my full-time job. I found out there was an opening at another store from one of my friends. So I approach my manager about it. "Oh, well, I didn't realize you liked doing that department, so when we had the opening here, I didn;'t bother to ask." Excuse me?...
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karalynn:
Wonder how hard it is to start a commune with its own government?
saida:
Dude, thanks for the musical input... and by the way... the fact that this is in your pics, makes u rule!
Welp, it looks like my other job is not going to slow down anytime soon. And I'm getting fucked royal in the ass at my full-time job. My full-time job has decided to fuck all their full time associates and force them to work at least one night or weekend day a week. Fine. But the fucks who do the scheduling have taken it upon...
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karalynn:
Aww sweet comment, thanks for coming by my journal to tell me it isn't that bad. 
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I agree that working out the last 6 months has helped to keep me sane. Hope you get back into the swing of things. Keep cative on the BB list and folks will hound you if you cut back too much.
See you round the site.
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I agree that working out the last 6 months has helped to keep me sane. Hope you get back into the swing of things. Keep cative on the BB list and folks will hound you if you cut back too much.
See you round the site.
ccfoo:
Damn...I would totally buy you a beer right now if I was up there...
I AM NOT DEAD......repeat.....I AM NOT DEAD........
I worked my ass off so much that I proved myself to my temporary employer, that I got a permanent part-time job there. Now I have no free time for myself, but oh well.
My buddy's wedding was this past weekend......lots of fun. errr.....lots of alcohol-induced fun. I haven't had a hangover like that since.....the last wedding I...
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I worked my ass off so much that I proved myself to my temporary employer, that I got a permanent part-time job there. Now I have no free time for myself, but oh well.
My buddy's wedding was this past weekend......lots of fun. errr.....lots of alcohol-induced fun. I haven't had a hangover like that since.....the last wedding I...
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ccfoo:
Ug! 17 gets you 20...years!
ccfoo:
Yo!
ugh.........
Yesterday was my first day off in 2 weeks and close to 145 hours working during that time. I pretty much slept ALL day yesterday, and I'm still exhausted. Every muscle in my body feels disintegrated. My right arm and hand has been numb for almost a week because of my carpel tunnel. It came back with a vengenace. I've got myh paychecks from...
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Yesterday was my first day off in 2 weeks and close to 145 hours working during that time. I pretty much slept ALL day yesterday, and I'm still exhausted. Every muscle in my body feels disintegrated. My right arm and hand has been numb for almost a week because of my carpel tunnel. It came back with a vengenace. I've got myh paychecks from...
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ccfoo:
Just wait until you hit 30! Better switch to diet drinks now before they sneak up on you.
pandamonium:
my friend shares your misery. she works for an insurance adjustment firm ... and with the onslaught of hurricanes, she's been working 90 hour weeks lately. admittedly, though, i've never seen a cuter zombie 
no one wants to kill me, hon. my turdboi comes to visit me um, 4 days from now - this coming Wednesday. my roommate's mother and tool boyfriend are worried about him staying with me in their house, but it's not me they're worried about. they're worried about my roommate, because in case you didn't know, the world revolves around her.
everything's cool .... or as cool as it can be at this point. simmer down, you don't have to jump on a plane and come commit serious acts of violence in the name of the panda .... yet
no one wants to kill me, hon. my turdboi comes to visit me um, 4 days from now - this coming Wednesday. my roommate's mother and tool boyfriend are worried about him staying with me in their house, but it's not me they're worried about. they're worried about my roommate, because in case you didn't know, the world revolves around her.
everything's cool .... or as cool as it can be at this point. simmer down, you don't have to jump on a plane and come commit serious acts of violence in the name of the panda .... yet
Well.......I think I just screwed my body over, but my wallet is very happy right now. I just took a part-time, temporary, job at a new store that's opening up in town. They need help setting up for 4 weeks. My buddy who I used to work for at my current job is the manager of 3 departments. He got me an interview today and...
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ccfoo:
WORK OUT YOU FUCKY LAZY ASS! Haha! Hope the schedule aint killing you!
pandamonium:
hey babe 
whatcha been up to? haven't heard from you in a while. hope everything's going well for you.
whatcha been up to? haven't heard from you in a while. hope everything's going well for you.
ok...it's that time of year again....NFL KICKOFF!
Yeah BABY!
so, my prediction this year is this:
NFC Championship Game: Cowboys vs Eagles in Phillyl.
AFC Championship Game: Colts vs Pats in Indy.
Superbowl: Eagles vs Pats. Eagles will win 35-30 with a last minute drive in the final minute with a Hail Mary from McNabb to Owens.
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Yeah BABY!
so, my prediction this year is this:
NFC Championship Game: Cowboys vs Eagles in Phillyl.
AFC Championship Game: Colts vs Pats in Indy.
Superbowl: Eagles vs Pats. Eagles will win 35-30 with a last minute drive in the final minute with a Hail Mary from McNabb to Owens.
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pandamonium:
i wish girls could play football ... and next pandas. 
ccfoo:
FOOOTTTBAAALLL!!!
You know, i'm not sure if many of you can relate to this, but oh well. Not many know that one of the ways that I used to release my anger and feelings as a teen was to write poems/songs. While i have songs that mean a lot to me, they somehow remain lost. I still have some of them, but NO ONE has ever...
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dirtypop:
Aahhh, workin' out is where the happy is at. 
pandamonium:
i can very much relate, hon. i hope you've learned not to let fucking ballsuckers determine how you feel ... well, for the most part. you're a much better person than they are.
and that's very good writing.
and that's very good writing.
man...I need to update this more. what a friggin week.
my dad is doing good..still very sore and can't sit in a chair....stand up or lay down. sucks to be him.
work sucks complete and utter ASS still! Everyday something new happens that pisses me off. Being that it's Back-To-School time isn't helping matters any either. My life is just one giant ball of stress...
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my dad is doing good..still very sore and can't sit in a chair....stand up or lay down. sucks to be him.
work sucks complete and utter ASS still! Everyday something new happens that pisses me off. Being that it's Back-To-School time isn't helping matters any either. My life is just one giant ball of stress...
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genericname:
jesus christ thats alot... damn man havent worked out in a month? you better hop to it because working out is easy to fall out of when you get busy... maybe have to "refinance" your lifes schedule wihle your at it....
ha...
haha..
mwah haha bwah hahahaa
ha...
haha..
mwah haha bwah hahahaa
pandamonium:
yeah, i've worked in retail, too. but they're still funny, right?
RIGHT??
hehe ... glad to hear your Pa's doing better and your tat. i have to touch mine up too, apparently the inside of your wrist is a difficult area to tattoo.
i think you'd make a kickass bouncer ... except for the whole desire to put a cap in some mofo's aaassss
i don't know about any of your new computer stuff, but if it makes you happy then it's a good thing.
1. damn, i have the whole universe to pick from? well, considering my crushiboi, i'd have to say Texas right now.
2. i am not a bad witch, i am THE bad witch ... and i've killed all the good witches and made a lovely stew. want some?
RIGHT??
hehe ... glad to hear your Pa's doing better and your tat. i have to touch mine up too, apparently the inside of your wrist is a difficult area to tattoo.
i think you'd make a kickass bouncer ... except for the whole desire to put a cap in some mofo's aaassss
i don't know about any of your new computer stuff, but if it makes you happy then it's a good thing.
1. damn, i have the whole universe to pick from? well, considering my crushiboi, i'd have to say Texas right now.
2. i am not a bad witch, i am THE bad witch ... and i've killed all the good witches and made a lovely stew. want some?
Thanks y'all! My dad is doing fine now. He's moving around alot better. My mom says that he's gotta be more comfortable than he's been in a very long time, which is cool. With any luck, he'll be coming home tomorrow...
And a quick little update about work....
So when I had my review, I was told that there was a position that had become...
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So when I had my review, I was told that there was a position that had become...
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genericname:
fuck that fag, kill him and we will eat him... then you will get the job
pandamonium:
glad to see the tat's healing nicely
sorry about your dad, hope the surgery goes well.
fuck that stupid motherfucker at your work!! sugar in the gas tank!! oh...wait... that would go against the whole "good communications with co-workers" thing, huh?
gutter boi
sorry about your dad, hope the surgery goes well.
fuck that stupid motherfucker at your work!! sugar in the gas tank!! oh...wait... that would go against the whole "good communications with co-workers" thing, huh?
gutter boi
sharona1881:
hope everything goes well with your dad hun... *HUGS*
So this is how luck would have it, huh?
No, I'm not bitching about having to put $700 into my truck for new brakes. I can't complain about that, cuz....well, I've been told I pretty much DON'T have any breaks in the rear of the truck, and my emergency brake doesn't work. Nothing like the feeling of rolling down a hill when you know your...
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No, I'm not bitching about having to put $700 into my truck for new brakes. I can't complain about that, cuz....well, I've been told I pretty much DON'T have any breaks in the rear of the truck, and my emergency brake doesn't work. Nothing like the feeling of rolling down a hill when you know your...
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genericname:
ok listen kiddo i had TONS of bad luck with my car recently, you wana compre ill take you on any time mwah hahaha
pandamonium:
how's it lookin now, ninja boy? the tattoo ... don't go gutter playin with your mind
but you aren't insane.
and as far as the baby goes, i experienced the same emotions when my niece was born. now she's two. you know what she did last night? fell asleep laying with me on the couch, i put her to bed, she woke up from a wet diaper and after i changed her she wouldn't let me put her down. so she layed on me and fell asleep like that.
words don't even begin to describe that kind of feeling.
as far as the rest of your life goes, i can't answer all of it, and the answers i do have to offer, i don't know how much stock i'd put in them if i were you.
girlfriend = they come around when you aren't looking.
your friends and family marrying, buying houses, having children and you not = not everyone does stuff at the same time. and do you really want that level of responsiblity before you're ready?
hang in there babe.
it can't rain all the time
how you doing??
I got the outfit for you if you want it!!
sorry you are having a hard time.....
did not mean the pun!!
stop by anytime
KRISS