slavancy

If you love them, let them go. You probably hear this a hundred times in your life from random movies or from other friends. Letting them go and putting your own feelings aside... really bites. I dont understand my view on love and life. It seems I can find a great guy that I have a connection with and from some form of delusion, I ruin it. Perhaps, it is some odd mix of truth on both sides and one has to read between them in order to find the actual truth. Thats not what it is suppose to be though. Its not supposed to be a complete mesh of two thoughts, where you have to figure out the sorted details or is it? They do say two hearts combine that leads to two worlds two trains of thoughts. Should paranoid thoughts really get in the way of something real or are those thoughts based on truth not necessarily paranoia. What happen to pure honesty from both parties. Should you always go with your gut instinct and push that person away hoping they will have a happier life without you in it. Im not sure but its what I do. I know how to press that eject button in a relationship and parachute down to my lonely little cavern under the sea hidden and hoping he cant swim. Im self destructive when it comes to love.