slappyjess

okay. two more days until my 10 day liquid diet starts. i think it will go okay. my friend brit is doing it will me for support! she is so bitchin'. i am really afraid about my surgery. i think it is because they will be rearraging one of my most vital organs. it is strange. six months ago i prayed for death. now i am scared to death of dying. but, at the same time i am really excited. knowing that if i live, my life will be much improved.