slannyfaced

So, I'm suppose to go back to work today.
And I thought I was ready for it.
But I just can't seem to stop thinking about her.
This is gonna suck.
I still miss her so much.
I don't want to go back to work.
I don't want to do anything.
Everything I do seems void of meaning and joy.

For once I was happy.
For once I was sappy.
Now I'm alone again.

The funny thing is for awhile there I had forgotten how much life sucked.

I wouldn't be so upset if I new for sure I would see her in the afterlife. Or if we got to live another life together. But you only get one shot at life, no second chances. And I'm eally starting to fucking hate this one.