Not really sure what to say here.......a good friend of mine suggested I join as a way to vent and express my thoughts.
And I got alot of shit on my mind now, so I guess I 'll just get started by saying my girlfriend passed away 2 weeks ago. You search your whole life for someone to spend it with and then to have them die is quite possibly the worst torture for anyone to have to face. I wish this pain upon no one.
I always figured I would be stronger than this.....but nothing prepares you for such a loss.
Last night was the first night I spent back at our house where we lived together for a year. Walking up to our room was like a death walk. I keep opening the door to our bedroom expecting to see her there.
I only slept about 2 hours in our bed.
We used to sleep some nites with our foreheads touching. She always said she liked to be close.
I miss you so much Stephanie.
I'll see you in about 4o years......
Love,
Caleb.
And I got alot of shit on my mind now, so I guess I 'll just get started by saying my girlfriend passed away 2 weeks ago. You search your whole life for someone to spend it with and then to have them die is quite possibly the worst torture for anyone to have to face. I wish this pain upon no one.
I always figured I would be stronger than this.....but nothing prepares you for such a loss.
Last night was the first night I spent back at our house where we lived together for a year. Walking up to our room was like a death walk. I keep opening the door to our bedroom expecting to see her there.
I only slept about 2 hours in our bed.
We used to sleep some nites with our foreheads touching. She always said she liked to be close.
I miss you so much Stephanie.
I'll see you in about 4o years......
Love,
Caleb.
handsome devil, no?
/m
I know it's a fake, but damn that could so be you.....