slackerinchief

Minor update I guess.
just my thoughts.

Heh, its kinda weird, I just started school a few days ago and theres quite a surge of crap surrounding that, but I don't think i want to go into that right now. I just saw "Mean Girls"
I've seen it before and its a funny movie, only this time, I thought back to my own high school experience, and I just couldn't help feeling like it was a horrible, unfulfilling lonely, and uneventful time in my life. When I see/hear other people talk about their's it usually makes me look back on mine with disgust. I just feel like I missed out on so much and its like I can never get it back you know? Let me tell you, its a terrible feeling. I guess the best I can do is be happy for other people and stuf....I just hate it so much!!! I hate it when something like high school comes up in conversation because I can't say anything positive!!! Its made me so bitter I can't believe it. There are some memories I just wish I could remove forever you know? Pull an "Eternal Sunshine?"
*sigh*
On a fairly different note, I actually miss justin. *sigh*
That probably sounds cold if you know me but, its just I don't think we usually miss each other when we're away from one another....and now I really do. Stupid face, stupid smile,.....? What can I say I'm a twin. Plus I think we've been through more together than anybody either of us will ever meet. So I know he always gets me.
well I guess I'm done here, I think I'll call "captain amazing and see what I've been missing.....

P.S.: contrary to popular belief, adam sandler actually has been in a movie worth seeing! SPANGLISH
was actually a pretty good movie (My sister liked it and she hates everything, especially movies that have even the slightest concept of love involved) I give it a a B+